My Current Reading List

 

In order to expand my understanding of Soul, and to help me unlock my own potential, I've been reading a LOT. I wish I could say that it's all fun and fiction, but actually... nothing I've read has been fiction, or even easy. Although I'd argue that it's kind of fun learning that we (humans) are powerful beings with abilities that are yet to be fully unlocked until we're ready. Some people have already unlocked many of their latent abilities, but many have yet to even believe that they have latent abilities, and so they can't be unlocked for them yet. I've learned that your subconscious beliefs can be either limiting or empowering. Our ability to manifest is truly amazing... and I'm not saying that I have this figured out. I am only starting to understand all the subtleties that surrounds this. But many others manifest naturally, and some are able to with their conscious will. My understanding is that we all are manifesting all the time. The trick is in allowing yourself to receive, and to not block your desires with unconscious negative beliefs.

I've been able to manifest what I need when I need it... and it started with a shift in my thinking and my beliefs about Abundance. I've listened to a lot of subliminal programs to undo my scarcity thinking. As soon as you start to do the work (and it's work, believe it or not, to deprogram those deeply rooted beliefs about abundance, wealth, health, etc.) Once you start, though, and you start seeing results, that empowers you to continue! We are all helped by each person doing their Shadow Work. I'll be honest, it's almost addictive once you start to do your deep dives into your psyche for the causes of your limiting beliefs. I enjoy the feeling of lightness I get everytime I dig something out! It's like the feeling after you get a splinter out of your foot. It hurts while it's in, and it hurts while you're digging and pulling, but once it's out you get a sense of relief and you can then heal. Spiritual work and self-discovery is like that. 

So here is how I started:

    You Are the Placebo, by Dr. Joe Dispenza - I've always enjoyed listening to him in interviews, and was first introduced to him in What the Bleep?! It was a movie I watched years ago when I still lived in California, and it followed The Secret, which is what led me to look for more. The quantum exploration is how I started learning about the truth of our existence! This book delves into how our mind works in the process of healing... and it gives you powerful tools to help change that which stops our healing: Our own beliefs. Because human bodies were designed to be self-healing! We're hindered by environmental toxins, self-ingested toxins, etc, and we can be physically hurt at times, but it's inherent in our amazing human bodies to repel what's bad and to heal. There is proof all around us, if we choose to acknowledge it and to accept it as true.

Alchemy of Nine Dimensions: The 2011-2012 Prophecies, by Barbara Handclow - I'll be fully honest: I'm still not done reading this one. There's a lot in here, and I find that I need to absorb it in small chunks. I need lots of grounding after I read from this book. The information in this book was channeled by Barbara Handclow from a Pleiadian collective. Basically, the information in here teaches us about the available dimensions that we can have access to, when we're ready. According to Handclow, we've already moved into the Fourth Dimension, and so animals and other beings are now moving into the Third Dimension. The idea that Mother Earth, Gaia, is conscious and her consciousness is increasing in this cycle of humanity, is very exciting to me! As a child I always felt the Intelligence of Earth, minerals, plants, trees especially, and animals. I was never in doubt, even when being told that I was imagining things. Don't doubt your inner knowing, people! Trust your instincts... trust your gut, and trust your heart.

I will talk about other books that I'm exploring in other posts. These are dense reads (mostly the second book haha) and I haven't finished reading the second one yet.

In future posts, I'll talk about my sessions with Lightstar, who is a channel and read some of my Akashic Records for me. I'll also talk about Human Design and what that can show us about ourselves, how we show up in the world, how we show up for others, and how our personal design uniquely shows us about how we interact with others.

I Am Back (Oh, What a World!)

I know it's been years since I have posted anything. Life has been A LOT. After having my child in 2012, I was consumed by other responsibilities and tasks. I personally went through many changes. I changed careers in 2016, and I'm on the brink of changing again... I'm only waiting for the Universe to help me set my path. I've been processing many losses and many changes. Not just personally, but globally. These are highly unusual times we find ourselves in, are they not? 

Here are some of the tangible changes that I'll share:

• We lost dear Beckham in 2016, and Saint Jimothy Boo in 2021. I was grateful to have had Jimmy Boo with us during the Pandemic quarantine although not much after that.
• We got a new cat, Lincoln, in 2017, who became Jimmy Boo's best friend and who loved Jimmy as much or maybe more than we did, in the way of cats.
• We rescued a St. Bernard/Akita mix senior dog, Max, from an animal shelter in 2018, but then discovered that he was very reactive to the presence of cats. Oh dear. This changed the rhythm of our lives, but we learned to flow with it!
• I completed my certification as a Crystal Reiki practitioner through Love and Light School. I did this during the Pandemic, as what else was there to do?
• We took on the care of Luna, who was my sister's cat for many years, and she became our Basement Kitty, who didn't get along with J Boo or Lincoln, and who only came out once Max was upstairs in our bedroom. She passed in 2022.
• I wrote a book on crystal healing, having planned a series, but then got stuck on the publishing portion ha ha!
• Most recently, we adopted a new kitten for my daughter and also for Lincoln, as he was missing a partner to cuddle with. Her name is Freyja, and she's a darling little pip! Everything is always on her terms only!

Here are some of the intangible changes that I'll share:

• I started to play with frequency, vibration and resonance in my being, and also with others' energy fields. I learned Reiki 1, and plan to continue to mastery.
• I started meditating more regularly.
• My eyes were opened to the existence of Life Outside of Earth. 
• I started having some strange "downloads" of information that came seemingly from another dimension.
• I became aware of other dimensions, and other ways of interacting with  dimensions outside of the Third Dimension. Not least, I was able to see and hear things that were not emanating from our Third Dimension.
• I also became aware of the shift of the Third Dimension of reality into the Fourth Dimension, although I didn't know how this was manifesting, exactly. I could feel it and sense it.
• I became aware of the subtle energy within my body that we call Intuition, and started paying attention to it more and more.
• I had several sessions with Lightstar and learned of some of my past lives, and some of my other dimensional lives. (I lived in Lemuria, which doesn't surprise me at all!) 
• I found out that I've had lives on other planets, and was once from Andromeda, the Pleiades, and that I was Arcturian. (I'm sure I'm only one of millions who have made these kinds of discoveries lately!)
• I started to actively connect to my Higher Self, and with my Angels and Ancestors/Spirit Guides, receiving help from them all in my daily life.

I know that was a lot to share, and I'm not unpacking all of it now. Let's just say that I've embarked on a Spiritual Journey, as many others have, I'm sure... and that I'm ready to start sharing this beautiful exploration with others now. And I'd love to hear from other people who are going through similar things as myself. Exploring the wonders of Life... and indeed, discovering the multidimensionality, power and infinite nature of our amazing and beautiful Souls is the ultimate, is it not??