My Current Reading List

 

In order to expand my understanding of Soul, and to help me unlock my own potential, I've been reading a LOT. I wish I could say that it's all fun and fiction, but actually... nothing I've read has been fiction, or even easy. Although I'd argue that it's kind of fun learning that we (humans) are powerful beings with abilities that are yet to be fully unlocked until we're ready. Some people have already unlocked many of their latent abilities, but many have yet to even believe that they have latent abilities, and so they can't be unlocked for them yet. I've learned that your subconscious beliefs can be either limiting or empowering. Our ability to manifest is truly amazing... and I'm not saying that I have this figured out. I am only starting to understand all the subtleties that surrounds this. But many others manifest naturally, and some are able to with their conscious will. My understanding is that we all are manifesting all the time. The trick is in allowing yourself to receive, and to not block your desires with unconscious negative beliefs.

I've been able to manifest what I need when I need it... and it started with a shift in my thinking and my beliefs about Abundance. I've listened to a lot of subliminal programs to undo my scarcity thinking. As soon as you start to do the work (and it's work, believe it or not, to deprogram those deeply rooted beliefs about abundance, wealth, health, etc.) Once you start, though, and you start seeing results, that empowers you to continue! We are all helped by each person doing their Shadow Work. I'll be honest, it's almost addictive once you start to do your deep dives into your psyche for the causes of your limiting beliefs. I enjoy the feeling of lightness I get everytime I dig something out! It's like the feeling after you get a splinter out of your foot. It hurts while it's in, and it hurts while you're digging and pulling, but once it's out you get a sense of relief and you can then heal. Spiritual work and self-discovery is like that. 

So here is how I started:

    You Are the Placebo, by Dr. Joe Dispenza - I've always enjoyed listening to him in interviews, and was first introduced to him in What the Bleep?! It was a movie I watched years ago when I still lived in California, and it followed The Secret, which is what led me to look for more. The quantum exploration is how I started learning about the truth of our existence! This book delves into how our mind works in the process of healing... and it gives you powerful tools to help change that which stops our healing: Our own beliefs. Because human bodies were designed to be self-healing! We're hindered by environmental toxins, self-ingested toxins, etc, and we can be physically hurt at times, but it's inherent in our amazing human bodies to repel what's bad and to heal. There is proof all around us, if we choose to acknowledge it and to accept it as true.

Alchemy of Nine Dimensions: The 2011-2012 Prophecies, by Barbara Handclow - I'll be fully honest: I'm still not done reading this one. There's a lot in here, and I find that I need to absorb it in small chunks. I need lots of grounding after I read from this book. The information in this book was channeled by Barbara Handclow from a Pleiadian collective. Basically, the information in here teaches us about the available dimensions that we can have access to, when we're ready. According to Handclow, we've already moved into the Fourth Dimension, and so animals and other beings are now moving into the Third Dimension. The idea that Mother Earth, Gaia, is conscious and her consciousness is increasing in this cycle of humanity, is very exciting to me! As a child I always felt the Intelligence of Earth, minerals, plants, trees especially, and animals. I was never in doubt, even when being told that I was imagining things. Don't doubt your inner knowing, people! Trust your instincts... trust your gut, and trust your heart.

I will talk about other books that I'm exploring in other posts. These are dense reads (mostly the second book haha) and I haven't finished reading the second one yet.

In future posts, I'll talk about my sessions with Lightstar, who is a channel and read some of my Akashic Records for me. I'll also talk about Human Design and what that can show us about ourselves, how we show up in the world, how we show up for others, and how our personal design uniquely shows us about how we interact with others.