Started the Journal page...

...and I find that I'm procrastinating the main subject on the spread. Strange! I mean, why don't I know what I want? I'm creating this journal to help me to visualize and live the life that I want for myself and I can't seem to get past the first block. Why don't I know what I want? I thought I KNEW what I wanted.... but apparently I don't? I mean, I know that I want to be successful at something, right? I know that I have a few ventures started. But how to take that first step?

If anyone has any ideas, I'd be happy to hear them! 

I could use a little help from my friends. I need a little help to unlock that door.